Day 14: Shaping Discipline

I’m wondering if I’m getting enough sleep – I keep waking up before my alarm – like 10 or 20 minutes. Generally that means I got in bed early enough the night before. I’m probably worrying over crap I shouldn’t be – just wondering why I’m fighting something else now that I just got over the last crap. It’s probably my son going to pre-school and bringing something home with him.

Oh well, I did everything on my list and I finished Way of the Peaceful Warrior. I decided I’m going to read something around martial philosophy so I’ve got Living the Martial Way by Forrest E. Morgan on deck.

I’m keeping up with my goal of getting through a professionally related book every 30 days – I think I’m actually a little ahead of where I should be in Cyberjutsu.

I’ve realized I’m feeling restless – probably because I’m not finding any fanfare over my accomplishments over myself. It’s simply my inner two-year old needing some re-assurance that I’m doing the right things. I’ve gotta remember to check in with myself regularly. It feels like everyday might be a bit much, but every week is probably too little, at least for now.

I have to remember fulfillment comes from within – I’m the only one that can make myself happy.


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