It’s interesting to me how I’m suddenly having a massive amount of resistance around doing martial practice today – I’m going to get it done. But even writing this journal entry is a form of resistance to doing what I know I should be doing. Yeah, I think it’s that I really do love the martial arts, and it’s what my soul wants me to do – but I’m afraid of really putting myself out there.
Turning pro – okay here’s where I turn pro. This is why this process is going to be good for me – putting in the work. Simply showing up day after day and putting in the work. Fuck inspiration, fuck “not feeling it today.”
I’m turning pro.
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