It was a bit rough getting out of bed this morning, I was actually arguing with myself – or I should say I was telling myself I needed to get out of bed, but didn’t for about 20 minutes.
Once I got into the shower it got easier to make myself do things, but I was still resistant to doing what I was telling myself to do.
I think that means I’m getting close to making some real changes – changes that are threatening my ego and therefore – my ego is starting to fight back.
I’ve been thinking about something I heard a while ago – when you’re flip flopping on something – particularly when trying to break/build habits – if you’re struggling it’s because you haven’t made the decision to do so.
The flip flopping is happening because you haven’t committed to a decision – either do or do not (do something else).
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